What a weird day.

Monday, May 19th, 2008 | Uncategorized

I’ve had quite a few weird days recently; Days where my emotions have totally taken control and swept me along for the ride.

Friday, I was all about the anger again. I was red with rage and ready to tear strips. And I did. I’m not sure that Mr Toad really appreciated the sentiments, but I got a lot off my chest and I felt so much lighter afterwards. I got so angry I was literally shaking in my seat. I did well to keep the coffee in my mug, and not spill any on the person sitting opposite me. By spill, I mean throw. I did well.

On Friday night, bereft of the anger and rage to keep me warm at night, I was left then with just the deep sadness. In fact, I was back to Square #1. I’ve been at Square #1 for a few days, but a trip to the friendly local shrink had me bawling my eyes out and feeling a million times better for the experience. I am, at this stage, an emotionally unstable mess with substantial trust issues.

But that’s a good baseline for improvements. There is only one direction from this point and that direction is pretty positive.

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